Actually got this from one of your old entries during the whole Melia thing:
..And if it makes you less sad,
we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start acting my age.
I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold.
A heart that's harder than stone.
And it hurts a whole lot,
but it's missed when it's gone.
Call me a safe bet.
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
You'll never know.